He had lived in
Romford all his life, passed the same shops and streets, and watched as the
historic market dwindled into nothing.
The glory and beauty
of the place had been whittled down to nothing more than a few simple stalls.
The new buildings raised stripping it of historic significance, which
demonstrated their very little love for nostalgia.
He had watched small
businesses grow and fade and the footfall decrease over the passing decades.
Westfield, had taken so much from this little town, causing it to become far
less than the place he had known and loved. This made him weep wildly.
The worst was yet to
come. His business had been successful, and people had always come in, yet the
steep rents had made it difficult to keep the business going and with its loss
came everything else.
Eventually, his home
was under a tunnel pestered by kids, abused by the people he had once served.
Every night, he curled into a ball within his blankets and cried at his
misfortune.
One day, as he sat
with a vacuous stare, he failed to notice the lady in white. Beautiful and
dazzling, yet beyond his vision.
“Andy, is that you?”
She said, with a deep sense of sadness, which somehow felt out of place in her
voice.
The world slowed and
he was brought back to its harsh reality, casting his eyes back to the
Eventually, he could
bare it no longer and he looked up at this lady. Recognition dawned on him. She
had been at school with him, attended college and then travelled the world
seeming to forget about him.
Tears cascaded down
his face, as he buried himself in his blankets, ashamed of what he’d become
since they last met.
Angelica knelt in
front of him, as people watched, and she delicately drew back the covers and
stared into those lost puppy eyes.
“Why do you hide from
me dear friend? Don’t you know that I’m here to help you?”
He looked at her,
those beautiful eyes denoting truth, sincerity, and love. He sensed hope once more
but could not possibly believe this was true.
“How can you help me?”
He asked as once more tears fell from his face and the loss of everything came
back to him. “I’ve lost everything, and I wish I had a second chance.”
He his hands to his face and cried heartbroken at the person he had
become.
He felt so
embarrassed, especially as this woman had once held a very special place in his
heart. How could she bare to look at him when he disgusted himself?
Realising she wasn’t
going to go away, he once more looked up and light framed her body, showing
what looked like an aura of the most dazzling degree.
Her smile became
brighter, as she offered out her hand and sweetly said, “I’m here to help!” She
preceded to lift him up and bring him back to the world he had long since
departed.
He couldn’t explain why but she was telling the truth and that’s when he
noticed who had been waiting silently around him. The people who he thought
were just the usual public, who would mock and abuse him now came into
focus.
There were the boys
he had coached at football many years ago, now grown men and beaming with
affection for the man who had taught them so much. He went to hide his face,
but the boys gently shook their heads and warmth flowed through them. They
cared, they cared, and they were here to help him, to breathe a little more
life into him. His back grew taller and he felt hope enter him once more.
His eyes looked at
the person next to them, who’s eyes sparkled where once they had been dimmed.
This was the homeless man he had passed each day and bought lunch for; now
clean shaven and well-kept, smiling at him.
The people next to
him were healthy and smiling, radiating love for him, as he recognised where he
had met them and once more was brought to tears. Though these tears were happy
tears of understanding, knowing what they had been through. These people were
survivors! They were from the cancer ward, where he had read after work twice a
week. His colour began to change, as he looked at them and the hope that shined
through dazzled him.
The children he had
given their first job to and who he had donated his time and money to ensure
they had made it in the world. Each stepped forward to draw him back to the
world and show him he was loved and that he had lived a worthy life.
“Why are you here to
see me at my worse?” He asked trembling.
“Silly fool! You can
never be at your worse when you helped so many and now, we are here to help
you. “Came a jovial voice.
The voice was
familiar and full of love, and he couldn’t....no wouldn’t believe it. Tears
fell from his eyes, as a figure wove its way out of the gathered crowd. It was
him...it was his best friend, who he had introduced to his wife and set up for
a new life in Australia, a place of dreams. Behind him came Elaine and the
twins (his goddaughters) Sara and Jane, who ran up and hugged him before
returning to their dad's side. Every eye was flooded with tears, as the two
best friends walked forward to face each other once more.
Their embrace was
long and a true reflection of their friendship. Tears rolled down and both men
wept openly, publicly without any concern for their ego. All around onlookers
wept at such a display of long-lasting friendship.
“I’m sorry I took so
long, but I needed to get here and gather those whose life you had changed, to
help return the life I knew you had lost. We have been looking for you
everywhere and it was only when I spoke to Alan (he indicated the man he had
walked past every day and who had fed him twice a day for the whole time he’d
been here) that we found you. Only someone who had disappeared from the world
could see what so many others couldn't."
This man had kept him
going with promises it will get better and to hold in there. They had played
chess, read books, and just stood looking out at the world as it drummed past.
A smile that shined through time, once more irradiated his face as he stepped
forward to hug him. “I told you to hold on. Well done my boy! well done!”
Andy was overcome.
All these people, these beautiful people, who had once been part of his life
were here now by his side. They hugged and embraced, and they shared many more
tears, as life came back to him. He was given fresh clothes and he was standing
tall and proud.
“Come, let us return
you to the man we all love, and all aspire to be.” With that, they lifted their
hands to clap and walked him to a new better life full of love.
A week later, they
were once again together, as they opened, he's new endeavour to the: 'Andy Cole
Crisis Centre'.
This is where he
would spend the rest of his days helping others to find their place.
He cherished the
picture of all his dear friends, who had come when he needed and stayed with
him while he got back on track. They were his benefactors, but it was so much
more than that. It was a mutual respect, which made his wish come true.
The picture hung on
the wall in his office, surrounded by the success of those he had helped.
A small gold plaque
read, “To those that granted my wish and helped me see the good this world can
offer.”
This story still makes me weep because it is a symbol of how in times of hardship we should stand together.
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